It is 3:37am and I am up. Lucas has not slept through the night in about a month. He has been congested for almost 2 months which seems to wake him up-part of that was because he got a late spring cold but now I am not sure what the issue is. It might be teething. Regardless, I got Marc to go to sleep and I rocked him from 2:30 to 3. But now I am up and know I won't be able to go back to bed. I have a headache (from repeated lack of sleep), an upset stomach from God only knows what and now my glands are swollen. The tea I just had doesn't seem to have helped.
I am just tired of it all-tired of fighting with Marc over the same things, tired of the crap happening at work, tired of having a to-do list that doesn't get me ahead, tired of having to pick up after everything in the house, tired of not feeling supported by our families, tired of feeling alone in all of this.
I feel so inadequate.
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