On the eve of his third birthday

Lucas' birthday is tomorrow and I feel just as anxious now as I did when they told me I needed to be induced to save both of our lives. I guess it really isn't anxious as much as it is anticipation. Every day I have dutifully changed his placement that counts down the days to his birthday. Tonight after he goes to bed I have already planned on hanging up a birthday banner so he sees it first thing tomorrow. I am trying to decide which present to leave for him to open-of course I won't be there to see it but I will get to spend all weekend with him celebrating the amazing day of his birth!